Mount Angel Seminary
5:20 am and the first bells of morning chime ringing through
the dark and still hill which is Mt. Angel. Some seminarians already have
arisen from their sleep and are busy with homework, prayer, or a regimented
workout routine. Others, annoyed by the deafening sound of the bells, angrily
roll over and try to fall back asleep. Then there are those who fortunately
sleep through the clamor and awake at a later time. Those early risers join one
another in our cafeteria for breakfast. By 7:25 the walkways are alive with men
dressed in black sauntering over to our crypt chapel for Morning Prayer. From
our basement chapel you can hear the sounds of 150 male voices reciting the
psalms, singing hymns, and the hushed silence as we prepare for Mass. With
another chime of the monastic bells, Mass begins at 8. Following Mass the new
school day has begun and the walkways, classrooms, and dorm buildings are alive
with seminarians studying, praying, playing, or dutifully fulfilling their many
tasks. Again the bells chime marking the noon or lunch hour. We all gather
together in the cafeteria for lunch. Then the afternoon classes begin. About
half of the hours of a given school day are filled with meetings or classes,
some seminarians have more free hours than others. The individual schedule
depends on the year of the seminarian and the number of extra activities he
has. The bells now chime for a fifth time, Evening Prayer. Although this bell
marks a time for prayer, we pray later than the monks. Basically once the bell
has finish ringing, about 5:20, we have ten minutes before Evening Prayer
begins. Then the chapel radiates with the sound of 150 male voices singing a
hymn of praise to Mary, Our Lady, and this marks the end of our day. But our
days are not over. We eat our dinner together in our cafeteria as the sun
slowly sets in the sky illuminating the scenic Mt. Hood in hues of pink,
purple, and orange. Each seminarian retires to his evening tasks: homework,
exercise, meetings, or rest. As night lingers on, our eyes close in sleep, only
to awake to another day.
Perched above the forests and fields of Oregon is a small
Benedictine Monastery which is home to Mount Angel Seminary. Founded by
Benedictine monks from Switzerland, this seminary has faithfully formed priests
for over 150 years. Today Mount Angel serves as the home-away-from-home of 150
resident seminarians and 30 religious who are all on the path to priesthood.
Those who live on the campus are the diocesan seminarians, the men who will one
day become parish priests in around 20 different dioceses ranging from as far
north as Juneau, Alaska and as far south as San Diego, California, stretching
from the west coast to as far east as New Mexico, and also including Samoa,
Canada, and Hungary. The religious living elsewhere include Benedictines,
Carmelites, Missionaries of the Holy Spirit, and the Society of Saint John.
This vibrant mixture of backgrounds, ethnicities, and people serve as a warm
welcome to the diversity that comes from being in a Catholic communion.
The daily life of a seminarian is both diverse and
structured. Our days are simple, eat, pray, study, and sleep. Just kidding.
Each seminarian has a variety of activities that he engages with on a daily to
weekly basis. But each day begins and ends with prayer. We pray the Morning and
Evening Prayer together as a community (these are the hours of the Liturgy of
the Hours). After Morning Prayer we celebrate Mass together as a group of
seminarians or together as a community, including the monks. Following our
times of prayer we attend classes like a university student. Added to our
classes are formation conferences, day of recollection or nights of silence,
time in small groups to build fraternity, and ministry placements. Each student
is assigned to work at specific place for the year called a ministry placement.
These placements can range from soup kitchens to homeless shelters; RCIA to
prisons; youth groups to nursing homes. Each placement has its own challenges
and joys. After our scheduled events are done and our homework is carefully
evaluated, we have some time for fun. Many seminarians enjoy the competitive
and athletic side of sports such as soccer, basketball, racquetball,
volleyball, pickle ball, or lifting weights. Others enjoy the more sedentary
time enjoyed with movies, board games, or a chat with a friend. Nevertheless we
keep ourselves busy.
In my experience with those who have never experienced a
seminarian or a seminary, I sense that for them seminary is a black hole in
which a man jumps in and pops out a priest. I sympathize with this understanding
of seminary since most people only see the priest and not the process. The
process of becoming a priest is just as important to understand as the
in-and-outs of seminary life. The basic goal of every seminarian is to follow
God’s will for him. This statement may seem to be a no-brainer for anyone
reading this, but the truth is that we don’t express that. Many men will enter
seminary and somewhere along the journey discover that God is not calling them
to be a priest but something else. This process is called discernment: the
active life of prayer dedicated to knowing God’s will for a person. Although
many contest that you cannot know God’s will, I disagree. God wants us to know
his will for us and waits until we are willing to listen. Following Elijah’s
revelation of God on Mt. Horeb, God’s voice is a small whisper that can only be
heard by those who are silent and attentive enough to hear it. Let this image
stand as the example of discernment and seminary formation. In this way the
process of forming a man to be a priest is two-fold. On the one hand he must
attentively listen to what God’s plan is for him at every
moment. On the other
hand he must actively cultivate the virtues, dispositions, and habits that will
help him faithfully and joyfully live out the call to serve God and His people
as a priest. This usually means that some things we previously enjoyed would no
longer be appropriate, and some things we previously did not enjoy become a
dominant activity in our lives. Trust me. In the words of John Henry Neuman, to
be human is to change and to be perfect is to change often. We must continually
allow ourselves to be open to God’s will and docile before the Holy Spirit if
God is going to work in our lives. This constant focus on change can lead to
grumbling and discontentment amongst seminarians. But recall the Israelites in
the desert, we too are human. As I end this reflection on Mount Angel and
seminary formation I want to take a moment and say to all of you who are in our
parishes and who are our support. I want you to that your support is crucially
for each of us, perhaps more than you may realize. We endure the trials and joys of seminary
because we know that one day we will return to our dioceses, to all of you, and
will be able to serve you as priests. The people in our dioceses fuel our fire
and zeal. I hope that this opens the strange and confusing world of the
seminary and helps to clarify the process of become a priest.
Blessings to all of you on your journey to Philadelphia. What a wonderful adventure you will have You will be in my prayers. Moe Wosepka
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